A Random Fangirling post

how long i didn't post here???
months perhaps?? LOL

i do it on purpose actually, because my life is sooooooooo soooooo soooooooo sucks lately..
i don't have things to be review well i actually have but i really spend too much time to finish my work T^T...i don't want to do some make ups, making picture of the day or anythings related to it, i hate my hair well yeah blame Kim Junsu for making me totally out of money this month 
i used to try to dye my hair by my self, i really want to try Liese Prettia bubble hair color and i plan to buy it this month UNTIL...Junsu announced that the album TARANTALLEGRA will be out this month....so i use my first  salary to buy the album...hmmm it's not just that Junsu make me shoot my own head you know what
THE DUCK BUTT WILL HAVE A CONCERT HERE IN INDONESIA ON JUNE 16th !! *fucking dead*
and i still didn't get the ticket yet T^T i plan to buy it this thursday....after i receive my second payment...

so today i just came back from one of my close friend Ayame..we and one of our close friend Mora had a sleepover party last night...
we're just cooking tteokpokki while watching Shelter *I LOVE THE SEME YAAAYY* a yaoi film from...US??? yeah western yaoi for sure...i love that movie >o<

it's been so long since my laptop was broken T^T i don't have chance to watch any yaoi movie, I CAN'T EVEN FINISH MY QAF SERIES 
so last night i finally refresh my mind,brain and soul as a fujoushi *LEBAY* we watch Shelter and Suicide room.
Suicide room is not actually a boyslove movie, i'ts more like... a family movie..but I FUCKIN LOVE THE UKE >O< OH DOMINIK WHY R U SOOOOOO SOOOO FUCKIN CUTE!!

i miss those times when we always gathering on saturday afternoon until night spending times watching and reading yaoi comic...

lately i'm listening to Miyano Mamoru's albums..Wonder, Fantasista, Orpheus and some of his single...for the first time after long looooooooooooonnnnnnngggggggggg time my ear listen to Japanese music again >o<
well, since i like Japanese entertainment, i used to like people from a small company..well yes i was a fans of Tackey but yeah..i'm not into Johnnys for now..
for me, the more people know, the more they become rubbish....

well i'm just writing random things for now...i hope i can write something useful for next entries....

see ya fellas :D