POISON EVE : it's something called heart and brain sir

well maybe this post isn't a good post to read because most of it will contains rude words, nagging, ranting yeah kind of that, so if you don't wanna read it's ok :D

i plan to make a CS Prism palette today but let me talk about my poison tongue.

well actually i'm dying of stress lately, my personnel issue, PLUS my work issue.
but yeah, i'm actually a workaholic person, i used to do some work when i need to runaway from my personnel issue sometimes, but you know what? right now my work also fuck with me.

it's not a company fault but, it's people inside the company who just have a pity brain or even brainless??
one thing i wanna remind them that PLEASE WATCH YOUR MOUTH and USE YOUR BRAIN, don't forget to TAKE YOUR HEART AS WELL.

why?
let me tell you what i'm thinking.
there's so much things that people can learn by doing some work, i've work in 3 different places since i'm 20. i'm starting from the beginning.
one of my friend said " Eve, you're a bachelor degree why are you taking that kind of job?"
most of people think that a bachelor degree of Economic should have a manager up job or yeah kind like that.  well i'm not denying, that's the reality and that is how life should be, you spend 4-5 years to get the bachelor degree and you're ended up like getting a lower level of job which is you can get it with a diploma degree.

but i'm not like that, school is school, it's a different things as work for me.
i work from the very beginning because i wanna know how hard the work is, so i won't become a crazy bastard who just can point my finger and commanding this and that to my employee.
i'm not a smart person, but at least i'm not brainless and heartless person.

at least i never underestimate people.
a dumb ass ever underestimate me because i am a teller. he said that my work only counting bunch of money, i don't need to be a bachelor of economic to do that job, people from elementary school can do that.
well sir, i have to tell you that i'm doing that job to pay my school tuition, i'm not a spoiled children who just can whining to their parents ask for money and all of the shit, i'm just a senior high school graduated student when i'm applying that job. and fyi teller job is not only counting money like what you said
a teller also have to learn about online transaction system, we also learn about job risk, how to avoid risk, how to minimize the human errors, and HOW TO WORK AS A TEAM. helping each other when work with your coworker, how to TEACH the new member, how to build a trust between members, NOT HOW TO MAKE YOUR BOSS PROUD OF YOU BY MAKING THE OTHER LOOK BAD IN HIS/HER EYES.

the other people tell me that i don't have a time schedule, so my work are messed up, and unlike her fuckin department my work can't done well because i always wasting my time because i don't have a time schedule.
let me tell you ma'am, i do have time table you can see on the whiteboard, but you know..
YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE BUNCH OF ASSHOLE WHO MESS MY WORK.
you ask me from the simple things WHICH IS YOU CAN DO IT BY YOURSELF to the complicated things which is you NEED my HELP.
what i wanna tell you is.
PLEASE LOOK AT A MIROR *i'm sure we have a fuckin huge miror in the bathroom* and ask..."HAVE I BEING A PERFECTLY RIGHT PERSON SO I CAN BITCH WITH HER ???"
you know i still remember how you violence your own rules ma'am

and one more people said that I'M NOT HIS LEVEL, okay. i'm staying in the lower or even lowest level of the hierarchy but what i wanna say is...IF people told other people that he/she has a higher level the way their talk will be show what level they're in. by saying this words " you know, you guys aren't my level " with that underestimating tone, it shows you that your level is the lowest.
a LEADER or a PERSON WHO HAS A HIGH LEVEL OF POSITION will talk WISELY and thinking wisely as well. people with a high level of position who has a good EQ will use their logic their brain before they're talking, of course they don't want to be look so UNEDUCATED by saying those kind of words. even i'm a lower level person at least i never said that UNEDUCATED words like that..

people have to know that they won't have a high position if there's no people below their position.
who develop the money? is not the leader, nor the boss but the lowest level of employee who being the money machine.
but sometimes people get it wrong so they act so disrespectful because yeah just what i said above, has a higher level than the other.
people has to think not only use their brain but also their hart...but i think some of dumb ass didn't even know there's a things called heart and brain..they only know a master and a servant....what's a pitty...

well this is life i always believe that karma does exist so watch your act ^____^

Maybelline CLEAR SMOOTH BLUSH

konbanwaaa :D

so this is as i promise *okay sorry for not keeping my promise to post it yesterday T^T*
after i'm so pissed off because of my boss *yeah...who else????* all i wanna say to him is....

PLEASE USE YOUR FUCKIN LOGIC BRO!!! EVERYTHING IS NOT AS SIMPLE AS YOUR TINY FUCKIN BRAIN *throwing a table*

okay...calmdown...inhale...exhale...

yes, forget about that shit, it's just make you going insane...
so, as i told you on my previous post, that i wasn't just buy maybeline lipgloss and revlon colorburst i also bought maybelline clear smooth blush in FRESH APRICOT
actually the BA give me the sample of other color, there's a baby pink color *which is i really wanna try* and other pink color but you know, i'm soooo unconfident with that kind of color on my cheek why??? because my skin is NOT like this

like this 

or LIKE THIS 

 

okay, let's forget about Mrs Jaejoong's white,smooth,flawless skin because it will make you even envy his gorgeous skin, trust me...
so i choose FRESH APRICOT which is has a peachy color, here's some swatches 

this blush is really pigmented, and when you touch it with your finger it's really smooth, i like it..don't use it too much people will think that you just hit by people...

pricing, for me it's affordable around IDR 49.000 ($4,9) 

and of course i'm using my department store card member card to get 10% discount hehehe 

here's the summary :

LIKE :

• very pigmented
• affordable price
• stay for hours 
• easy to clean *using milk cleanser is ok*
• travel friendly 
• easy to get

DISLIKE :

• not interesting packaging since i like cute things this packaging is not include into cute category maybe i need some "deco" for it :D
• it's really pigmented sometimes when i'm in hurry i put it too much *okay it's my fault, never mind*

i hope this review will help 

thanks for reading ^^

love, Eve ^^

Maybelline WATERSHINE LIQUID

2 review post in a day??? HELL YEAH XDXDXDXD

so yesterday i'm not only bought revlon lip color but also buy maybelline blush and lipgloss, due to the lack of my blush.
when i ask the BA she offered some variant but i choose the FRESH APRICOT one, actually i really want to but the....*forgot the name* baby pink color blush but you know what? my skin is not as bright and white, flawless like Mrs Kim Jaejoong so i'm still not that confident to wear pink blush :(
but maybe i'll buy it next time :D
okay...here i'm gonna review about the lipgloss first, for the blush...maybe~~ tomorrow :D ne?

the price ? it's around IDR 40.000++ * i forgot exactly aroun 44 if i'm not mistaken* ($ 4++)

Maybelline WATERSHINE LIQUID - PUPPY LOVE i love the fresh color <3

it's like peach color  if you ever try juicy pop tube by etude no 4 , the color is a little bit similar with it  

swatch on hand 

sumarry :

Like : 

• cute packaging
• fresh and soft color
• affordable price
• easy to get
• smell like vanilla <3

Dislike :

• short wand, it's really take small amount of the liquid =.=
• too sticky for me 

purchase more : maybe, i don't really impressed with another color

thanks for reading ^^ 

love, Eve 

Revlon Colorburst Lipbutter : Sweet tart & Cherry tart

music at the moment : JaeChun feat MFLO - Been so Long

Minna chan konnichiwa :D 

it's been so long since my last post ne? actually there's so many private issues come to me so i have to finish it immediately, i was trying to pass the hardships it's hard but yeah...i have to do it, running away doesn't solve the problem does it? ^__^

well, so today i'm gonna write some review about REVLON COLORBURST LIPBUTTER maybe some of you have it already :D but yeah maybe it will help you who haven't buy this things :D

i bought 2 different color of it, SWEET TART and CHERRY TART.

i bought it yesterday at the nearest department store *and got 10% discount for member thee hee* 

at first i really want to try TUTTI FRUTTI color but unfortunately it's SOLD OUT T^T

i promise i'll be back with that lipcolor !!

okay start from the price it's IDR 75.000 ($ 7,5) before discount. 

i love the packaging it's really cute o(>.<)o

okay i know my cellphone camera is sucks whatever i'm trying to do it comes with a "BLUR" picture

as you can see the 070 is CHERRY TART and the 090 is SWEET TART

this is sweet tart, pink color with a little bit purple shade when i use it on my lips, i don't know if it's because of my "not" pink bare lips or what, but yeah that's the color when i use it, but i really love the color <3

cherry tart, red color with a little glitter in it, i like red color lipstick, and it's perfect, because when you put it on your lips, it's like how should i say..transparent red?? it's not making your lips red like a geisha make up but it's more like a glossy red lips..love it :D

so, this is the swatch on my hand.. you can see the difference of the lip color, see? the cherry tart isn't that red  right? 

i also take the pic with night mode on 

okay...so this is the sumarry

Like : 

• cute packaging
• pigmented color
• easy to get
• affordable price 
• wearable for office/daily make up

Dislike :

• you have to "retouch" it after you eat or drink or smoking 

purchase more : DEFINITELY YES :D