PLEASE STOP IT T^T

today is....
is.....okay may i die now????????????????
i only hoping for 1 miracle today, please call please call please call and gimme a good news T^T

today, i take my annual leave to help my mom paying her assurance premium, and i need to close my bank account, first because i don't need it for now and second i already move my payment to my other account, but i have an extra account it's like ummm something like deposit, but only 2 years, i want to ask if i can close that deposit as well but yeah the answer is NO i have to wait until this november at least...=.=

and you know what?? when i get home my mom said she won't lend me some money to buy Junsu's ticket *crying so hard*
but it's not things that piss me off...you know what??

[Movie Review] Real Clothes

みんなさん　こんばんわ～～～（＾０＾）ノ *BRICKED*

aonther fangirling time, tonight  i want to review a Japanese dorama, i don't know if you guys has been watched it or not but yeah...this is one of my favorite dorama ^^

• Title : Real Clothes
• Broadcast : Fuji TV,KTV
• Director : Keiichiro Shiraki, Keita Motohashi
• Writer : Satomi Oshima
• Episodes : 11
• Release date : October 13 - December 22,2009
• Cast : 

                   Karina Nose as Kinue Amano
                   Hitomi Kuroki as Miki Jinbo
                   Sosuke Takaoka as Tatsuya Yamauchi

                   Kotaro Koizumi as Hideaki Hachiya

                   Natsuki Kato as Ryo Sasaki

                   Anna Nose as Mizuho Kimura

                   Yuki Mano as Yoko Hayasi

                   Erena Nose as Michiru Enomoto

                   Akina Minami as Natsuko Mori

                  Tomonobu Fukui as Kazuyoshi Yamauchi

this is a FASHION dorama, i didn't find so much fashion dorama in my fandom but, well at least i found this thee hee..here's the plot :

Kinue is a key worker in the futon department of the established department store Echizen-ya. one day she was transferred into clothing department. her new working environment was one full of fashion elites, run by Jinbo buchou, she's a well known designer and once had an experience in France. Kinue style was sooo old fashioned, because she never learn and know about fashion. one she transferred into her new work space, and meet Jinbo buchou, and of course stylish people she began to change her looks into a totally posh girl, she also got promoted into a manager. Jinbo buchou said : the inside is reflected on the outside, therefore the outside says everything about a person.

since Kinue's life has been change,she started to love her job so much, her life become different than before, the problems starts when Tatsuya's father passed away,  and he wanted to marry Kinue, while Kinue wants to finish her last project.

source : d-addicts ; asianmediawiki

that's the synopsis, i love this dorama because there's so many cute clothes that you can see and try to apply in your daily activities. if you ever seen "Devil wears Prada" this dorama is kind of that movie. Jinbo buchou here is very very very strict on everyone, once you say no with 3 reason that she can't expect...then you're fired.even though this drama is about fashion but the love story of Kinue and Tatsuya is cute as well..

i like the ending of this drama, i think this is a realistic drama, okay there's some tears, and laugh but it's not exaggerated, in the end people can't get all what they want perfectly and smoothly, sometimes they have to leave what they want to take the other opportunity...

so for me this dorama has 4,5 stars out of  5 

well, since some of downloading site was close i don't know where you can find it for download, but if you really want this one just pm me, i'll try to find the link for u ^^ 

じゃあああああああああああああ　また　あお（＾＾）ノ

A Random Fangirling post

how long i didn't post here???
months perhaps?? LOL

i do it on purpose actually, because my life is sooooooooo soooooo soooooooo sucks lately..
i don't have things to be review well i actually have but i really spend too much time to finish my work T^T...i don't want to do some make ups, making picture of the day or anythings related to it, i hate my hair well yeah blame Kim Junsu for making me totally out of money this month 
i used to try to dye my hair by my self, i really want to try Liese Prettia bubble hair color and i plan to buy it this month UNTIL...Junsu announced that the album TARANTALLEGRA will be out this month....so i use my first  salary to buy the album...hmmm it's not just that Junsu make me shoot my own head you know what
THE DUCK BUTT WILL HAVE A CONCERT HERE IN INDONESIA ON JUNE 16th !! *fucking dead*
and i still didn't get the ticket yet T^T i plan to buy it this thursday....after i receive my second payment...

so today i just came back from one of my close friend Ayame..we and one of our close friend Mora had a sleepover party last night...
we're just cooking tteokpokki while watching Shelter *I LOVE THE SEME YAAAYY* a yaoi film from...US??? yeah western yaoi for sure...i love that movie >o<

it's been so long since my laptop was broken T^T i don't have chance to watch any yaoi movie, I CAN'T EVEN FINISH MY QAF SERIES 
so last night i finally refresh my mind,brain and soul as a fujoushi *LEBAY* we watch Shelter and Suicide room.
Suicide room is not actually a boyslove movie, i'ts more like... a family movie..but I FUCKIN LOVE THE UKE >O< OH DOMINIK WHY R U SOOOOOO SOOOO FUCKIN CUTE!!

i miss those times when we always gathering on saturday afternoon until night spending times watching and reading yaoi comic...

lately i'm listening to Miyano Mamoru's albums..Wonder, Fantasista, Orpheus and some of his single...for the first time after long looooooooooooonnnnnnngggggggggg time my ear listen to Japanese music again >o<
well, since i like Japanese entertainment, i used to like people from a small company..well yes i was a fans of Tackey but yeah..i'm not into Johnnys for now..
for me, the more people know, the more they become rubbish....

well i'm just writing random things for now...i hope i can write something useful for next entries....

see ya fellas :D